Introduce yourself

[PeterWatson]

There were criteria for joining this group so we already know a little about you , but please elaborate so everyone can feel they know you better. I will start:

My name is Peter and I am in my mid sixties. I am married with a grown daughter and I am a closetted bisexual. I love women and especially lesbian porn, but I have long been attracted to cocks. Its not the whole male body that turns me on, just the cock and balls. Glory holes are perfect for me.

I have had a few experiences, mainly when I was in my 40's/50's, and I will be happy to share. I have been with a couple of female prostitues, two trans prostitutes, and a few men. I have spent a few afternoons in a gay spa downtown where I have sucked some random cocks and been sucked. A couple of times I had the pleasure of coming in some guy's mouth, but I have never had anyone cum in mine. That is on my bucket list.

My greatest worries are getting sick and getting exposed as my family would not understand my bisexual side. That has kept me from doing more in recent years so I mostly watch porn and masturbate. I have found that chatting with people in this forum is a great outlet because I can actually be me without shame or having to hide those parts of my sexuality that many would find revolting. I can actually say here, 'I like the idea of having a hard cock in my mouth and tasting the salty precum', and no one will look at me like a freak or make me feel ashamed. This is both erotic and a comfort. To be with people who understand is emotionally rewarding. I am hoping to make friends here, not just get off now and then.

Another little detail about me, I had my prostate removed a couple of years ago and due to the surgery, I cannot get hard anymore and my orgasms are completely dry. I can have an orgasm, but with a flacid dick and no ejaculate or precum at all. This is going to make me unattractive to many potential partners who want to suck a hard cock, but maybe I have to live life as a cock sucker and a bottom if I ever actually do anything with another guy again in my life. Tough to find someone local who I will feel safe with. Maybe it will happen, but only time will tell.

So that is a quick snapshot of my story. I want to hear yours.

[OnePingOnly]

Thank you Peter for sharing.

I'm Joe and I'm also married, in my mid 40s and have teenage kids. My wife is aware of this side of me though it's something we don't talk about and if I should ever " explore " it's something she prefers not to know about either.

I'm pretty much an open book and have no judgement on anyone else's kinks. To each their own I say.

I think this is a good outlet for all of us who may not be as comfortable talking about said kinks IRL.

[Don Williams]

Call me Don. This is my site. Welcome.

60 yr-old Ebony, married, late-onset Pan-sexual. My wife is fully unaware of my new interests and would not approve. I have a bucket list and I have made it my business to check every sexual item off of it, in the next 12 months. I have discovered that I love to watch, almost as much as participate.

In the course of my current journey, I have learned that finding male partners, from 18-80 is frighteningly-easy. I even had to bounce (deny) one who was younger than was legal, despite the fact that he was a knock-down gorgeous femme. One can have a different partner, every day, and never run out. I used the adverb "frighteningly" because it is so easy to find play-partners that the risk factor is sky-high. The one frustrating side-effect of this is that, I found that my anxiety level was off the chart, after every encounter, over the first three weeks. So, I have slowed WAY down.

The ideal scenario, for me, is to find a small group of friends - all of whom are safe and trusted - to have occasional fun.

In any case, I look forward to meeting you. If you would like to see something anywhere on this site, please send me a PM. Feel free to post images of adults anywhere on this site. You can upload directly to the imagehost by clicking this link in the editor, and it will update in your post. You will have to sign up for the imagehost before this happens. OR, you can just attach an image.

Also, feel free to post links to safe sites that you think your fellow members will find of interest.

Welcum! Let's have some real fun.

FWIW: I'm looking to set up a password-protected forum for member images. So, don't post your personal pics, just yet.

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[Nething4luv]

My name is John, and I am a mid 50s married man. I have 4 grown children who are getting to the point of having children of their own. I have been bi-curious for many years now but have not acted upon my desires so I have no real life experiences, only my desire, imagination and fantasy.

I have many times thought of going to one of the somewhat local places that have video booths and/or gloryholes that I hear of but haven't worked up to actually going evn though a few are pretty conveniently located in areas that I do pass through frequently.

I dont have a lot of friends with whom I would feel comfortable discussing these desires with in person as I dontvknow how they would react, so I keep it to online forums when I have time to and where it is easier to find people with common desires to mine in forums such as this one. Also, in the last year have lost some of those friends who I was closest to and could have frank discussions with.

[ramoredrake]

50s married white male in Maryland. sexless marriage, but I expect I would have grown curious regardless. semi retired professional, but can never host.

[hotloadlover]

60's white man - married to a woman who's pain and mobility issues have caused her to lose all interest in sex. Adult daughter, married lesbian.
I love pregnancy risk and interracial fantasies. Love watching a curvy woman take a load of baby batter all the way up inside her.

I've dabbled in closeted man-to-man encounters for more than a few years, preferring adult theaters and glory holes because of their anonymity and their ease of access around a life that can't schedule regular hookups. I love the experience of having a man ejaculate in my mouth - the bigger the load the better, and nasty, bitter, strong loads have a special place at the top of my list !! I like sub/cocksucker/sissy threads, and while I would never want to pass as a woman, I like the fantasy of serving a man and relieving him of all that stressful semen inside his balls!

[gary04]

Hi Gary here 70 yr old living in idaho mwm sexless marriage been bi for 8yrs now wife doesn't know. Also love to cross dress and I wear panties everyday.

[Mtsnowrider]

MWM, sexless marriage, had a regular FWB years ago who was my introduction to being with another man. A few mostly unsatisfactory meetings since then which have just convinced me that I am not the random hook- up type. So my outlet has been jacking off to gay porn videos. Sad but safe

[hotloadlover]

I have many times thought of going to one of the somewhat local places that have video booths and/or gloryholes that I hear of but haven't worked up to actually going evn though a few are pretty conveniently located in areas that I do pass through frequently.

I would say "Try it" - by all means... but be careful - it can be very very addictive!!

[wag_that_tail86]

Hi, closeted MWM. Bicurious but no real-life experience, although the urge gets stronger all the time.
I love gay porn, gay erotica, trans porn and straight porn too.
I love the outdoors but I also like reading on a quiet afternoon.
My lingerie collection continues to grow, I find wearing sexy underwear or stockings an incredible turn on. I think more men should learn to embrace their own femininity!