Regrets
Posted: Tue Jul 04, 2023 5:49 am
Hello My fellow bisexual beauties. This may not be a thread that gets much interest, but given the reason that we are all in this group, it might also be jam packed with hot, if somewhat sad, stories. I will begin with a shortened version of something that happened to Me many years ago and which, even now, I think back on with a considerable amount of regret. I'll cut through the preamble with a very short summary.
I was at a party at some point over a Christmas leave when I was in the Royal Navy. I'd alreasdy had My cock sucked by the wife of a friend who took Me by surprise with her request, so I'd had a few drinks and was in a great mood. I sat next to the wife of a buddy from the pub, her name was Sue and she's one of the really trashy looking women that are so hot. She looked amazing and, freshly charged I told her so and that I'd love to fuck her. she said, ask Rob, so I did and he agreed and we left to go to their house. Once there she and I went upstairs and Rob at some point came into the room and Sue said, "Oh no, he wants to watch" and got up and went to the spare room. I followed her but the moment was gone and she wasn't up for it, so I thought I'll just go home.
I walked back inito their bedroom naked and Rob was on the bed and also naked. As I walked past him he held his hand out and took hold of my half hard cock. I already knew I was bisexual - so I turned towards him, walked to him and caressed his head, he took Me in his mouth and started sucking My cock. I walked towards him to push him back, got on the bed in 69 and found out why Sue wanted fucking, because his cock was tiny and thin and his balls were like a childs'. I found it staggerngly hot and began to suck him for all I was worth and loving it ... then suddenly I heard a sound and assumed that Sue was coming back, and this is part of the regret - I freaked and got off him, dressed and left. So that's part of the regret.
The next part and the biggest part, was that the next day, Rob walked past My parents' house on the way to the pub and was clearly walking in such a way that he wanted Me to notice him, which I did and the regret is ... I hid. I never saw him again I don't think, even from a distance and I kick Myself every time I think of it, because I wanted us to be lovers.
A few weeks later , when I was on weekend leave and had been for a couple of beers and went to the chipshop on the way home, when Sue came in with a friend ... we said hi and she went to the back of the queue and suddenly I heard a great laugh from them both and turned to look, to see Sue was looking at Me. They may not have been talking about Me and she might have been trying to make eye contact, but to My mind I was being gossipped about and it confirmed My thought I should have left when I did. But years later I wish I hadn't. I wish I'd stayed. I wanted to be his lover and hers too if it came to that, but it was a chance to have what I'd dreamed of and I chickened out.
I've often wished, and still do, that I could see Rob again and ask about all that. I did wonder if it was a set up at one point and that their game was to get Me sucking Rob's cock, but it didn't seem that they had time to work that out in hindsight. I just lost a potentially fantastic experience and life because I was scared. Part of that was because I was in the Navy and it was drummed into us that homosexuality was a security risk, but mainly it was because I was a coward and lacked the courage to do what I knew, even walking away from their house, I had wanted.
So there's My story and I hope at least one of My bretheren has masturbated to it ... any others want to share a regret?
With a desire to suck your cocks, I submit My story.
Mike
I was at a party at some point over a Christmas leave when I was in the Royal Navy. I'd alreasdy had My cock sucked by the wife of a friend who took Me by surprise with her request, so I'd had a few drinks and was in a great mood. I sat next to the wife of a buddy from the pub, her name was Sue and she's one of the really trashy looking women that are so hot. She looked amazing and, freshly charged I told her so and that I'd love to fuck her. she said, ask Rob, so I did and he agreed and we left to go to their house. Once there she and I went upstairs and Rob at some point came into the room and Sue said, "Oh no, he wants to watch" and got up and went to the spare room. I followed her but the moment was gone and she wasn't up for it, so I thought I'll just go home.
I walked back inito their bedroom naked and Rob was on the bed and also naked. As I walked past him he held his hand out and took hold of my half hard cock. I already knew I was bisexual - so I turned towards him, walked to him and caressed his head, he took Me in his mouth and started sucking My cock. I walked towards him to push him back, got on the bed in 69 and found out why Sue wanted fucking, because his cock was tiny and thin and his balls were like a childs'. I found it staggerngly hot and began to suck him for all I was worth and loving it ... then suddenly I heard a sound and assumed that Sue was coming back, and this is part of the regret - I freaked and got off him, dressed and left. So that's part of the regret.
The next part and the biggest part, was that the next day, Rob walked past My parents' house on the way to the pub and was clearly walking in such a way that he wanted Me to notice him, which I did and the regret is ... I hid. I never saw him again I don't think, even from a distance and I kick Myself every time I think of it, because I wanted us to be lovers.
A few weeks later , when I was on weekend leave and had been for a couple of beers and went to the chipshop on the way home, when Sue came in with a friend ... we said hi and she went to the back of the queue and suddenly I heard a great laugh from them both and turned to look, to see Sue was looking at Me. They may not have been talking about Me and she might have been trying to make eye contact, but to My mind I was being gossipped about and it confirmed My thought I should have left when I did. But years later I wish I hadn't. I wish I'd stayed. I wanted to be his lover and hers too if it came to that, but it was a chance to have what I'd dreamed of and I chickened out.
I've often wished, and still do, that I could see Rob again and ask about all that. I did wonder if it was a set up at one point and that their game was to get Me sucking Rob's cock, but it didn't seem that they had time to work that out in hindsight. I just lost a potentially fantastic experience and life because I was scared. Part of that was because I was in the Navy and it was drummed into us that homosexuality was a security risk, but mainly it was because I was a coward and lacked the courage to do what I knew, even walking away from their house, I had wanted.
So there's My story and I hope at least one of My bretheren has masturbated to it ... any others want to share a regret?
With a desire to suck your cocks, I submit My story.
Mike
