Question for men who have turned gay

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We are all different I know, but I really wanted to see other males opinions about loving being a homosexual man.

I've always heard that men are born gay. If you accept that and never had a woman and only have had sex with men, I'd love to hear about your experience. Who am I to say that is not true?

I think my homosexuality became a reality from lust, pure wanting of a different kind of sex other than straight, and getting older was a factor also.
I'm married, raised kids, am retired for a while now. I was overwhelmed with cock lusts from some boyhood experiences, any my conscious decision to watch and read as much gay porn as possible. I was so turned on discovering this about myself. It made my cock harder than usual, and my mind was filled with depraved images of other men cuming in my mouth, and fucking me up my ass.

No only with just one man, my mind saw at least 2, or often more, hung men being sexually pleased by myself. Masturbating them, blowing them, fucking them giving my asshole to them. . . I jacked off daily imagining how fuckin hot that would be.

I knew my lust was real when I could not resist tasting my cum anymore. Beating off knowing I was going to drink my male fuck cream was a big day in my sexual life. I shot a nice load into a shot glass, and moved my tongue in the cream to taste it. I liked how it tasted, and drank my semen down in a big gulp, and I felt so aroused and dirty by passing my test. I knew right then I just had to suck dick. The visual sight of thick, long dicks made me so fucking horny. I never realized how BEAUTIFUL A MAN'S HARD DICK REALLY IS UNTIL I CRAVED TO SUCK COCKS.

i had practically no interest in watching or reading straight sex vid's or stories.

My sexual journey through life led me to be intensely curious about male on male sex, and I was driven to my knees, risking everything in life, to suck the cock of a male who was a total stranger. I felt bliss and happiness as soon as my lips parted for his erection, and I felt it's warmth and thickness of the head of his prick, then the awesome hardness of his shaft. I sucked this man's cock like a baby sucks on it's milk bottle. I fucking loved it, at last was I not only really blowing a man, he was excited from my hands and mouth giving his hard cock so much pleasure, but now this man was pulsing sperm into my mouth and I was thrilled, just loved the taste of taboo cum and desire, and happily drank his entire load.

It seemed so natural, that I was born to suck cock even thought I was in my 60's before i performed true fellatio. I can't imagine sucking cock without swallowing a thick load of man cream. I believe myself to be a total faggot and have been for years now. No one knows, and I am completely comfortable with the fact I chose this sexual behavior, made it become a reality, and have pleased many men since then. I never want to stop, and my lust is 24/7/365. It's wonderful and I'm so glad I'm queer and want to give blowjobs all the time.

Is your experience similar to mine? I would love to know if you will share. I was not born gay. But what has changed me is absolutely real, and I like to talk to other bi or gay men who share the lust for the sex organ between men's legs. What a marvelous part of a man's body.

Love to PM with guys about this question. Or discuss it openly, I have no shame being queer or giving so many blow jobs over the years.